I was doing my laundry when lots of thoughts and emotions playing inside of me. I tried to finish my laundry quickly and grabbed my lappy immediately. I don't know why I have this sudden urge to write. For the meantime, I guess it's better to allow myself to indulge into something...maybe I will call moments of writing.
I recall I have been writing a lot these days. I don't know why I'm into this world lol Maybe there are reasons behind this. Let me try to enumerate:
1. Maybe this is a sudden calling. To write is not really easy for me before. I found it so hard to start and think what to write. But tonight, it seems my hand is I think perfectly coordinating with my brain and heart. lol I don't know...it's just my guess hehehe
2. To put your thoughts and emotions into writing is amazing. It doesn't happen everyday that it's easy to describe things...convert the whatever ideas playing inside the skull and chest hahahaha
3. Hmnnn maybe this is the official birth of my public diary. Although I have fears that I may write bad words when I'm not in the mood but I think I can easily delete it when I'm back to my normal mood lol
4. But I have to remind myself that I should always keep in mind my long long time policy that "there are words better left unsaid" meaning I should be responsible in my writing. If possible ....positive and inspiring words....so help me God :-)
